essence-of-tears

About Me

im the type of girl who:
eats when she's bored
cries out of the blue
is barely ever happy
someone who you might call a "fake"
is shy around people she doesnt know
makes to many mistakes
procrastinates
writes and reads for fun
hates her life most of the time
switchs her best friends every few days
could listen to music for hours
is far from perfect
has wicked personality swings
doesnt like to dress like the rest of the crowd
dreams of the things her parents hate
only paints one hand of her nails
wears skinny jeans with converse
always cares what other people think
gets straight A's
is atually good at a sport
uses a diary
is usually confused
can get lost in thought
stays up for hours just thinking
could stay on the internet all day
never watches tv
wears a lot of eyeliner
has no ego
loves all the html stuff
doesnt have a cell phone
reposts all the stupid buellitins about the clowns raping you
has different personalities everywhere she goes
hates it when people fight
straightens her hair
looks older than she is
is smarter than she acts
fits in better with the guys
doesnt currently like anyone
loves high-tops
gets cut open a lot
is a total klutz
thinks of herself worse than everyone else does
keeps her "secrets" to herself
will tell you shes okay when shes not
knows how it feels to be hated, neglected, stupid, and wrong
doesnt forgive herself easily
always screws things up

if you hit me i'll bruise,
if you ditch me i'll hurt,
if you burn me i'll scar,
if you drop me i'll break.

if i'm in pain i wont show it,
i won't cry,
i might bleed but thats life.

dont bite me if you dont want to be bitten back.
harder.

when i'm sad just leave me alone,
let me cry.

if you want to be my friend...
care.
at least pretend that you know how i feel.
dont say something behind my back you cant say to my face.
you don't always have to know the reason why.

Name	Allie Hollister
Gender	Female
Age	14
Location	London, ENG
Interested in	Men
Status	Single

Interests	softball, music, writing, reading, poetry, hanging out, stuff like that
Music	fall out boy, sum 41, snow patrol, mcr, blink 182, linkin park, the used, good charlotte, onerepublic, afi, the killers
Movies	a walk to remember
TV	without a trace, law&ordersvu, american idol
Books	harry potter, sloppy firsts, second helpings
Quotes	"don't call me emo or i'll cry big juicy tears of blood and i'll curl up in a corner and die and it will be all your fault."